Saturday, December 30, 2006

Happy Old Year!

Well, we're about to wrap up another year. It's been a good one, full of blessings as well as challenges. We are grateful for many things, among which are:


  • Through God's provision, we made all of our mortgage payments and none were late!
  • The above was accomplished with a significant degree of generosity from family and friends through whom we received financial gifts.
  • A fair hunk of change that I was able to generate (with God's blessing of course) through selling stuff (mostly that I got for free) on ebay and doing some IT work as an independent contractor.
  • We were able to hold to a consistent level of Biblical giving to support and advance the Kingdom of God.
  • We received a reliable 2nd vehicle free of charge. The timing was a real blessing.
  • We also received other gifts through friends (Lisa got a huge pile of really nice clothes that we wouldn't have been able to afford from one of her girlfriends) and a website called FreeCycle (I got a push mower and then graduated to a power mower and then to a really nice power mower).
  • Our mortgage company covered our property tax through the escrow account even though we hadn't paid in enough, and they didn't up our next statement amounts to make up for it (which we couldn't afford at this time).
  • The opportunity to take time off from working to go to school that was created from the unfortunate demise of the IT company I had been working for.
  • Our wonderful marriage that testifies to the blessings from working to become a godly, desirable mate, rather than focusing on finding the ideal mate.
  • My Dad's successful battle against a malignant tumor.
  • Spiritual growth and some healing in key relationships as the result of our 'personal programs' and service in Celebrate Recovery.
  • We have also grown spiritually and gained wisdom through our adventures in home-ownership. Even though we submitted our plans to God and asked for his guidance, we didn't really use the common sense that he gave us: We hadn't fully eliminated our other debts. We didn't take advantage of the cheap rent we were paying to save up a down payment. We really didn't consider that the (then) present situation which made the lenders willing to approve us could easily change, putting us in a tough spot. We miscalculated the impact living 35 miles away from our church, work, family and friends would have on our life. In spite of all that, God graciously supplied all of our needs and enabled us to be involved to a sufficient degree in our important relationships and not be overwhelmed with the logistics. This was no small miracle if you consider the following: 3 months after we bought our house, I lost my job. Unemployment has paid me less than 1/2 of what I was making. After we moved to Greenfield, gasoline prices jumped way up causing our gasoline expenses to go to about $400/month! The commute consumed about 1.3 hours a day (I used to walk to work sometimes and Lisa's drive was 10 minutes on a bad day!).
  • Finally, (not that this list is complete by any means) we are grateful for all of you, our family members, church family and friends. We are truly blessed more than we can express to have all of you in our lives.

So, for this coming year, my goals are to pursue closer relationships with my Savior, my family and my friends; to become more effective in my service to God; and to start using my new certifications in IT to embark on a new career adventure.

Regarding that last goal, the last month or so of this year has been a test of faith which for the most part I think I've been able to give honor to God through. A number of promising opportunities have eluded me for one reason or another. Most recently, I suffered a real disappointment when I was offered a position that would have potentially been both lucrative and interesting working for a IT contractor at the Defense Language Institute. The initial offer came in the afternoon of the day I failed my last exam for my MCSA certification. (I'm scheduled to take it again on January 12th.) The offer was later rescinded when I failed to pass the criminal history portion of the background check. That was a tough blow that made me reel a bit. But I'm so grateful for my wonderful wife who helped me to put things in perspective and remember that in God's economy, true riches are deceptive and the best path is not always the obvious one.

Right now I'm waiting to see if I was selected for an Educational Computer Technician position with the Alisal School District that I passed the practical examination for with flying colors and interviewed for earlier this week in an interesting forum in which 3 interviewers interview 3 candidates in a round-robin session. The practical exam was really interesting. Half way through the series of steps that I was to perform on 2 laptops (a PC and a Mac) I couldn't get the next task to work. After watching me struggle with it for a couple minutes (it was a timed exercise) the IT Director asked me what I was having a problem with and indicated that nothing should have been that difficult. I was thinking that I had gone brain-dead and was forgetting something really obvious. But, as I began to troubleshoot the situation, it became obvious to me that there was a major misconfiguration in their network. Nevertheless, still waivering in my confidence somewhat, I mentioned to him my analysis and turned it over to him to take a look. Sure enough, not by design, the test had been inadvertently sabotaged by an outside contractor that had made some changes while doing some sort of upgrade or something. I made big points by 'going above and beyond' as he put it by troubleshooting their network.

The other position I'm waiting to hear back on is a temp-to-hire gig with the local hospital. I had a telephone interview yesterday and now I'm waiting to hear whether they want to schedule an in person interview after they look at my complete work history (I only included the IT relevant jobs on my resume) and check out my references.

In the mean time an unexpected opportunity arose that could prove to be a real blessing. A IT outsourcing company's recruiter found my resume on the internet and emailed me the day before yesterday. I emailed back and yesterday on the phone she explained the position to me and I was hired on the spot yesterday to do warranty repairs for DELL, Gateway, and Lexmark! http://www.smartech-csi.com/. I have a territory that covers a 30-40 mile radius around Greenfield. They email the work orders to me and I arrange the appointments directly with the clients mostly at my convenience. It's a flat rate of $38 if it's up to 30 miles from home, $42 up to 40 miles, and $50 over that. The most complex task might be a motherboard replacement or repairing a laptop, but none of the work should take more than an hour, not counting travel time. The cool thing is that I can promote my own services as long as it's not work covered under the customer's warranty. My first assignments were already waiting for me when I signed up: one right here in Greenfield, and the other at the Ft. Hunter-Ligget Army base in Jolon. Pretty cool, eh?

OK, I'm burned story telling now. Time to move on to other activities...like studying and job searching!

Love,
Wayne & Lisa

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Love Not The World...Love Thy Brother!

"Do not love the world nor the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him." 1 John 2:15

"And the testimony is this, that God has given us eternal life, and this life is in His Son. He who has the Son has the life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have the life." 1 John 5:11-12

"The one who says, "I have come to know Him," and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him; but whoever keeps His word, in him the love of God has truly been perfected. By this we know that we are in Him: the one who says he abides in Him ought himself to walk in the same manner as He walked." 1 John 2:4-6

"This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you." John 15:12

These things are not happening in my life to the extent that I would like them to be. This is my quest: "to walk in the same manner as He walked."

Friday, December 01, 2006

In The Beginning...

"In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. Then God said, "Let there be light"; and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good; and God divided the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. So the evening and the morning were the first day." Genesis 1:1-5 (NKJV - slightly modified by me =^)

So, this is like my life. God had this great idea: Wayne Shaddock! But then something happened. Just like with God's creation, sin entered the picture and all hell broke loose. (You may never figure out why God let it go down like that - but it doesn't hurt to try either.)

So I heard this theory one time that makes a lot of sense to me: verses 1 & 2 of Genesis 1 are not consecutive chronologically. In other words there was a significant passage of time between the original creation and the part where the earth "was void and without form". Makes sense. I don't see any other examples of God doing anything funky or chaotic. Something happened between verse 1 and verse 2 that messed up God's creation. Like the Church Lady says: "Could it be...Satan?!"

So in my life I often feel conflicted, chaotic, "without form and void". But I know the same God who said "Let there be LIGHT!" And there was and it was good. My Father in Heaven knows what's broken in my life and he knows how to fix it. But still I struggle with chaos. I get freaked out when I look at myself and just see a big void. I forget to look with my spiritual eyes. But when I do I see that God doesn't abandon his beloved creation to chaos and purposelessness. I just have to trust him.

His promises are rich and plentiful...and he is faithful!

For God is not a God of confusion but of peace. 1 Cor 14:33

For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 2 Tim 1:7

It's cold today and I'm staying home with my doggie, Gina. Tonight is Lisa's company Christmas dinner at The Chop House in Carmel...yummy!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Ssssssssss-naked!

'Snaked' that is.


This is Coz (short for Cosby). I was going to rename him 'Solomon' or 'Methusela', but I guess he'll just remain Coz for now. That's because I have to get rid of him. Lisa thought she could put up with me having it even though she's really not fond of reptiles. But it turns out that she's REALLY not happy REALLY NOT AT ALL happy with them...it's got to go! Anyone want to buy a cool snake? $100.00.
=^)

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Born to Goof

Comedy Routine
May 4, 2006


Hi, I’m Wayne. I’m a codependent and a nicotine addict.

(cup ear & motion to crowd to elicit the AA response)

Not many recovering alchys in this bar I guess.

***

I’m involved in 12 Step work…it’s kind of like dancing…

(eyes drift off in thought)

no…it’s nothing like dancing.

But I suck at that too. Could I get a beer?

Oh yeah…I quit drinking.

***

I’m here to support my literary mentor, Alliee. She’s a hoot.

I miss the writer’s group she hosts.

And every time I do they fine me five bucks! Brutal!

***

But really, I like to mess with words. (pause)

You can totally abuse them and they won’t say a thing.

***

But yeah, I like to switch words or letters around so they sound like something else.

Oh hey…ya wanna see my butt…belkel? ‘Butt Belkel’…‘Belt buckle’

(show buckle)

I got this ‘Keep On Truckin’’ one at the flea market.

***
Yeah, I’m an old hippy. That was a bummer too. My parents wouldn’t let me have long hair. Then when I could it all fell out.

***

When I was in high school my step-brother and I dropped acid and came up with a phrase that described how we were both feeling. The truth is we forgot how to talk. Our entire vocabulary leaked out of our heads except for 2 words: ‘ornery biscuit’. That’s all we could say. I think it laced with strychnine.

We were too pasted to really talk anyway…we just leaned against the wall of this church and watched a row of trees turn into a giant paisley dragon.

I guess nobody saw us. The pastor didn’t say anything about it in church that Sunday.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Dawgonnit!



Gina the Wonder Dog! Aint' she sweet!

Tricks is good! I'm currently studying for my MCSE. I got gov't $ to go to school and get to collect unemployment while I'm doing it. I've got 2 certifications under my belt so far and now I'm working on XP Pro.

I've been unemployed since 12/4/05. Having recently purchased a nice home in Greenfield, CA, Lisa and I are navigating some challenging financial waters (what with the gas prices and all). We have been blessed by some wonderful family and friends who have given us a little help and to whom we are eternally grateful.

God is good!

Hmm....Shaven Wayne

still getting the hang of this thing. Late adopter, but here
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Testing 1-2-3

This is a test of the emergency face reconfiguration system. Seems to be working; though the upper lip, which hasn't seen the unfiltered light of day in 30-aught years, is a bit testy over having been thus denuded. We'll see how quickly it recovers.

Peace!